Dream come true’s… What are they? Who deserves them?
Am I entitled to this place in life? I’ve went through so much to get to where I am yet… yet standing here, I feel so lost, so insecure.
Have I fought hard enough?
I don’t know…
I tried, I guess. But is trying good enough? Have I put in my absolute best? Is my best good enough?
What if, by standing where I am, I am destroying someone’s dream?
What if, by standing where I am, I am piercing someone’s heart?
What if, because of me, someone is sitting alone in the broken remains of their world…?
What if, what if, what if…
I often come across as a confident individual, which, I must admit, is not always a bad thing… But, hey, I have my doubts too. Some people are surprised when I openly and seriously “slam [berate]” and doubt myself in front of them.
I love high ranks and leadership positions, but sometimes, I wonder ‘ does someone else want this position? Do they want it more than me? Am I hogging it? Do I even deserve this?? ’
Terrifies me to bits but that’s what friends and family are for ~ loving-supporting-guiding~ I love my friends and family <3
Till next time!